I’m one of those girls that see the future as me not being where i am here. i see growing up as leaving and starting a new life in an entirely different place. I want to grow up into a city girl. It honestly doesn’t matter what city, as long as it is big. I love the city life, the excitement and unknown around every corner (not in a sense of the strangers with the knife around corner) I just don’t see myself as the type that raising my family in the same place i grew up in.
There’s nothing wrong with that, i honestly think it’s kind of cute. I have friends that their parents went to the same school as them, and the teachers are teaching their children. That is just adorable. But that’s just not for me. I want to raise a family and give my children the childhood the one i wished i had when i was young.
When i was younger, maybe just a few years ago. I wanted to live in california. now that seems like a joke, i no longer have any interest in the states. the whole no free health care thing is such a turn off. I guess the only thing that really draw me towards towards it is the beach and the weather, oh and celebrity. but now that i think of it, who wants summer all year long? i hate to say it but i kind of like my snow 🙂 and the whole celebrity being next door is kind of overrated. other then that, the states is not much different from canada.
Then in the past year, i have envied those who live and grew up in toronto. There are so much fascinating things there, stuff that i would not see in a little town. people there are so laidback, and way loose than people here. there are so much to do and places to go there and i love the crowded ness of the city. here, i walk down the street and i pass 10 people tops. how sad.
After i saw the beauty of britain through skins, i became totally obsessed with the british culture. i described in one of my eariler blogs, so i’m notgoing to get too detailed now. we speak the same language, but i feel that that’s the only similarity. the culture, history and lifestyle is so differnt from here, and i love it!
Paris is my new future desination, well i think this is up there with britain. being there first hand in person made it so real and amazing! i still can’t believe that i was there in one of the most famous city in the world! i loved everything about being there! the subway, the streets, the fact that i don’t know what people are saying, the street bikes, the curved streets, EVERYTHING! i watched amélie last night, the movie was taken place in paris. and seeing that the filming desinations were places i’ve visited made me upset cause i miss it so much. i wish i took grade 11 french, that way i can take grade 12 next year. but i guess i can learn french on me own. ugh maybe i can move there and lean french there, i’m not that bad. hehe.
obviously it’s a promise that i would move into the city when i’m older. the only question is where? I’ll prob add another city or two to the list as life goes on. i can’t wait.
ps. my brothers were showing off and celebrating their boners with each other. they’re 11 and 12. how disgusting.