I want to look good naked. Someday, i will achieve the state of body that i want. just someday. i will try this summer, i will stick to a health plan and actually go out for the runs ive been telling myself to do since last year. ( it lasted a week tops) i’m considered a fat asian and i can totally see it too. i want to fit into a small, well sometimes i can. but i want to fit into it nicely like those girls that are size small can. i dont wanna worry about how i look when i’m wearing a certain type of shirt or pants. i want things to just look nice on me, without me even trying.
i will look good for grade 12 if not prom. mark my words.
anywho i think i have an obsessions for icons. i always had. i would see pretty icons that i like and save them and collect a shit load. i was never the type to have a little icon site either like those people on xanga. i had don’t like the idea that i have to keep updating and satisfying the people with more icons. its like a job where i’m not getting paid. so i save the icons for myself only heh