Our friendship is never going to be the same. The complications that we have ran into, is the major contributor. I guess we are getting what we deserved, we really are. It has only been a week and it has already effected me deeply. I guess this was going to happen sooner or later, with university coming up and us going our own ways, I just didn’t think it would happen so soon. I frown at the thought that we can’t openly call each other, or get seen with each other outside of school. Our last actual phone call was over a week ago. I’ve never gone so long with not seeing your number on my caller ID, I miss it. I want things to go back to the way they are, but they never will. This will only get worse with time. With us getting use the not having each other there. I feel stupid for speaking as if I’m moving away and that we will never see each other again, but this kind of feels like it. We talk only at school and through the occasional text. We can no longer express ourselves to each other the way we are used, the emotions, the truths.
A, I need you so much in my life, I just hope you feel the same way back.